(i don't remember when i wrote this. it's long and i'm longing so it works for what i'm working with.)
He knows his patience isn't something getting bigger.
Cool to trigger any sort of feeling that pours liquor.
Lick her wounds when healing fails the way she covers you from hail, the way you carried her from hell.
A hellish game; i want no part. I crave my heart. To think is smart.
I think we're smart but who can tell. I swear from bottom of your well.
You wished me well, but what is this? I fell and now i'm shaking fists.
You fell and leaned in for a kiss. In hell you swore that we were kids.
I kid and joke and look to paint. You sing and swear just like a saint.
I swear my father taught me this, he said don't let yourself get pissed.
He said they'll never let it go if you yourself can't find the flow.
The ebb of time just hangs and baits.
It's like a clock, ya what a saint.
I keep hoping that the wait is what will help me find my shape.
She swore she found me first with words; i found myself immersed.
It hurts to think about the curse of hers or to imagine her in skirts.
What's worse? I've seen her without shirt.
She felt it hid her worth. I knelt and buried her in dirt.
She asked why, i called her 'Earth.'
I called her gaia, called her spring. Hated times when time would leave.
She'd quickly take me by the sleeve. She'd kiss my stomach, moving me.
What would i see? Living beauty.
Like a muse no noose could hold. A dying wish, not centerfold.
Undying kiss when i would hold.
It's true i fell for you too quick, it's true you persuaded it.
You saw the wound and licked. I saw the moon and tripped.
Right before i found the floor i noticed you were wanting more.
Though i would give you oceans, all you wanted was the shore.
So tidal waves came to remind me of the trees that i'd been climbing.
Of all the once upon a timing...of all the stars that blind me.
The 7 sisters, yes, they know me well.
I see them when i visit hell.
i hate them all. I hate their song.
They know they carry me along.
I know they carry me along, it's why i always drag my feet.
So if you decide to grow up, you'll know where we can meet.